The lost laws of manifestation Part 1 + 2

Three failed relationships where I was always the 'almost but not quite' girl. I'd done every manifestation technique - 369, scripting, subliminals while crying myself to sleep. Then Module 2 of Frequency Codes showed me why I was broadcasting 'placeholder energy.' Day 19: my ex texted apologizing. Day 26: met someone who saw me FIRST. Not interested in my ex anymore. I'm nobody's second choice now.

4 AM anxiety attacks about money were my normal. Affirmations made me feel like a fraud - saying 'I am abundant' with £67 in my account. The Purge Protocol was brutal - I cried for 3 days straight. Then something shifted. Week 3: surprise tax refund (£2,400). Week 6: inherited from an aunt I barely knew (£5,600). But honestly? The real win is sleeping through the night without that death grip on my chest.

I wasn't trying to manifest beauty. I wanted inner peace. But after 30 days of Frequency Codes, three people asked what I'd 'done to my face.' My husband literally said I look like when we met 15 years ago. Nothing changed except my frequency. My sister thinks I got Botox. Nope. Just stopped carrying everyone else's shit in my cells.

VP title, six figures, dead inside. Vision boards full of beach offices since 2019. The Identity Collapse exercise in Module 2 broke me - realized I was manifesting from my father's definition of success, not mine. Quit on Day 33. Panicked on Day 34. First client on Day 40. Now I make half the money and feel twice as alive. My anxiety medication is still full from 2 months ago.

Lost myself somewhere between diaper changes and PTA meetings. Tried manifesting 'me time' - joke. The Shadow Integration workbook had me write a letter to who I was at 25. Sobbed like a baby. Then rage. Then... power. My kids now have a mom who doesn't resent them for existing. My husband has a wife who remembers she's a woman. I manifested ME.

Ex left me for his 26-year-old assistant (cliché much?). Spent a year doing gratitude journals while wanting to die. Frequency Codes was different - it didn't ask me to be grateful for the shitshow. The Emergency Shift Protocol saved me during custody hearings. Met Marcus 7 months later at a workshop I 'randomly' attended. He proposed with his grandmother's ring. My ex's girlfriend just DMed asking for relationship advice. LOL.

Three IVF failures. $47,000 spent. Marriage hanging by a thread. Every pregnant woman felt like the universe mocking me. Bought Frequency Codes as my last 'woo-woo' attempt before giving up. The Purge Protocol brought up childhood stuff I didn't know was connected. Month 2: natural pregnancy. My doctor has no explanation. Currently 7 months and still in shock.

20 years in tech. Passed over for promotion FIVE times. Always told I'm 'almost there.' The Magnetic Activation module revealed I was frequency-matching to 'second best' since childhood (hello middle child syndrome). Started shifting. Week 8: headhunted by competitor. Week 12: speaking at conference I used to beg to attend. Week 24: featured in Forbes. Same resume. Different frequency.

Manifesting healthy family relationships? Every book says 'just love them anyway.' Bullshit. The Shadow work in this program had me realize I was manifesting from guilt, not power. Stopped explaining myself. Stopped defending. Just... shifted. My mother, who hasn't respected a boundary in 38 years, now ASKS before visiting. My therapist wants to know what I did.